So, off topic of the title first of all...I got a wicked awesome scarf yesterday XD It's bright green! Yay! AND. Me and totally put together the hardest puzzle of all times. IT TOOK US OVER FIVE HOURS. IT WAS THAT HARD. But it's a super special awesome puzzle.

OKAY. Now down to business, the whole reason I'm making this journal.

Some of my rl friends may know of my friend, Chibi (it's her nickname, just to keep it a little private).

Recently...well not so good things have happened. I'll spare the whole story, or else this would be a waaaaay too long journal entry. Anyway, I'm not the only one to think this either, but, Chibi needs help. She drinks entirely too much, and it was to the point this past weekend where she woke up IN JAIL. I don't know the full details as I wasn't there, but she told me herself that this happened.

Okay. I was pissed. I was super pissed, but it was because I'm worried for her. To me, and please, feel free to point out if I'm over reacting, she's getting more and more out of control with her drinking this year. It started last spring quarter, where up until then, she and I, and our little group of friends had said drinking was stupid and found ways to have a great time without it.

I'm not a drinker myself, but whatever, if she wants to, that's cool. I'm just worried about how much she does it. If she was wasted enough to be cuffed and taken to jail, isn't that a little much? All of her friends said she needs help. I've told her, and she admitted she needed it. BUT. Here's the real kicker. She won't get it.

I'm so worried about her...really, I want to help her. I'm so angry that I can't do more for her, or find a way to really get through to her before it gets worse. She's only nineteen, and I have no idea if something's going to happen to her now for being caught as an underage drinker. She is one of the good friends I've made at college, and I care about her with all my heart. I don't want to see her get kicked out of school, or anything worse than that. I'm so terrified of getting a call one day from her, or some one else...to tell me something horrible happened.

So I'm coming to you guys. Anyone at all. Like I said, feel free to tell me if I'm over reacting (which I'm sure this situation would work better if you actually knew her, hehe) or if you have any advice on how I could help her. I just don't want anymore bad to happen to her, she deserves more. Please and thank you guys, all help at all is appreciated!

SOO!!!! Recently, I've run into a dilemma, and that is the fact that my school hates me. Severely. And I need to pay a sum of money before Oct. 26th, in order to be able to schedule for Winter classes.

I do have a loan being processed, and I do have a job. But even with those combined and with me not spending anything, it's still not enough to help cover it all. I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED SOME EXTRA MONEY!! So anything at all would help!

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I'm taking commissions!!!! *confetti* Well, offering them anyway, whether I get any or not, is up to you guys. And I understand if none come in, as I'm sure I'm not the only one hurting for money right now. *le sigh*

PRICES ARE NEGOTIABLE (to a degree XD). The following prices are just baselines, so it really depends on the final wanted picture. The prices can go up or down accordingly.

Prices
Sketches (waist up) $7
Full body sketch: $8
Inked (waist up): $9
Full body inked: $10
Inked and colored (waist up)$11
Full body, ink, color: $15
+$1 for multiple characters ($1 for each added)
waist/full body Digital- $20 (Digital entails full color and everything, price will be based more on time than anything)

I can show anyone preview of their commissions, WIPS and everything, to make sure it's close as possible to what they want, and they can ask for any necessary changes.

Once the commission is done, I will send you the actual copy of it in the mail. I can also send you a copy of digital ones through email, or in the mail on photo paper, but that'll probably boost the price.

That's pretty much it~ Note me if interested, and I can promise no commission will reach over $30. :3

I HAVE PAYPAL TOO!! So, however you want to pay will probably work :3

Thanks for looking guys~ You know I love all of you~

Because I'm boooored.

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Why did you join this site?
Well, back when I was fourteen, my friend said "Ever heard of Deviantart? You should join it." And then she showed me it and I joined. XD

What does your username have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favorite things, or a character of yours?
It's a character of mine :/ NONE OF YOU WILL EVER SEE HER. She was sort of the prototype to Amaya, honestly. And her name was Shizuka (also because was like YOU SHOULD USE THAT NAME CUZ YOU'RE QUIET.) Or, at least I was sort of quiet when I met her, haha. And I was fourteen when I made the account. Did I mention that sometimes my name makes me cringe? I hate how I did the whole I'm GoNnA uSe LiTtLe AnD bIg LeTtErS.

What is your current icon of?
A CHICKEN. Because some how, that became my trade mark. Don't ask me why, because I don't know.

How many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching?
DUUUUR. 36 people watch me and I watch 80 people.

_{...wow, that's a little depressing.}

Do you have more than one account?
Nope. I've been tempted to make a new one with a better name, but MEH. It's too much hassle moving everything and what not.

Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.




What deviant do you admire because of their personality?
UMMMM. I...don't know? WAIT SHE... Is just so sweet and nice _{and a beautiful photographer} XD

How many people on here do you actually know in reality? Post their avatars.


....Basically anyone that really watches me. Which is also sad.

Do you comment, fave, or both?
Both, depending on how lazy/motivated I am.

What do you typically post on deviantart?
STUFF. Recently, photos. Mostly drawings though.

Do you participate in clubs or contests here on DA?
XD Hardly. I'm horrible with deadlines.

What is your most popular deviation?
=_=;; [link]

SOME HOW. IT STILL GETS FAVS. WHY!?

What's your favorite submission in your favorites gallery?
Hmm....Right now...a tie between this: [link]
and this:
[link]

What are the things you wish you could draw better?
A lot of things. Mostly hands and feet...and bodies in general.

Are you a subscriber?
NOOO. D: I wish I was.

How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
...>.>
<.<
Too many.

Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
I'd say medium. I can type faster depending on what I'm doing XD

What is your favorite emoticon?


What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
Well, people really don't ask me things on here. Except a lot of people have mentioned things about Amaya. That gets a little irritating sometimes.

What is the most annoying comment you get?
Well, first let me say, I hardly get comments, and the ones I do get are always really nice and I love them XD
Buuuut, I'd have to say....nothing. Hah.

What inspires you?
A lot of things...mostly music, and some movies. Even some things I see outside, or words XD Seriously, I'll find a word(s) I like, and decide I want to make a picture with that title. Hehe.

Do you use any traditional media?
Yes! I use Prisma markers and pencils :3

Do you associate people online with their icons?
XD Haha, all the time. I'm horrible with names unless I can put a face to them, and for the people I don't already know IRL, I have to put an icon to them, so I can remember.

Have you ever suggested a Daily Deviation?
Nope.

Everyone has considered leaving DA once or twice. Have you? Why?
XD haha, in a way, yes. usually when I'm feeling depressed and UWWAAAAAAAAAAAAH ;A; and bad about my art. Never have left it though, I'm too addicted XD haha.

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW.

And so far, it's been a bit of a let down. Seriously, I'm most looking forward to my birthday dinner, and that's about it.

I got a few presents today, and they were...really random. I know, I'm still grateful and all but still. It was like they reached into a grab bag and decided THIS'LL DO.

It just made think "Wow, is this what I have to look forward to as I get older?"

I AM looking forward to seeing Zombieland tomorrow though, that should be pretty kick ass.

Maybe it's because I'm tired as fuck right now, so everything seems worse than it is, haha.

Guess the song the title's from. Hehe.

Well....I HAS A FIXED COMPUTER!! *dances* I'm so happy now. Things were quite nice this weekend, and a very much needed improvement from the past two weeks. I have to head back to school tomorrow, but at least I'll be going back with a fixed computer and some money in my pocket!!

YAAAY! Russ was in this weekend too (my foster brother) it was really nice seeing him, and we got to eat AMAZING FOOD. This is why I really come home. Is because I get food. GOOD FOOD. Not the shit they pass off for food in the dining halls, heh.

Anyway, I have to get up early for class, and hopefully I haven't jinxed myself.